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BookishBlue13 |
Member - Scaling Summit 10


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IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE PURPLE PART GO HERE

This color means I'm having a panic attack. If I am having an anxiety attack or a panic attack, don't tell me it will be ok. I never believe that. Tell me to sing a song or think of my favorite things, or start talking about something I like.

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE BLUE PART GO HERE

If I seem distressed and start saying random things, try to get my mind on one specific thing. In that state, it is very easy for my thoughts to start spiraling

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE RED PART GO HERE

If I am talking in small sentences and redacting words, I am semiverbal. If I am saying only one word at a time or just using emojis, I am nonverbal. 

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO GREEN GO HERE

If I am in green I feel shaky and nervous or my minds darting everywhere and in this state it's really easy for me to start panicking and I also make a lot of typos. I am usually scared or anxious about something and just need someone to talk to.

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO PINK GO HERE

If I'm in pink I'm extremely dysphoric and will probably ask someone to take my flesh lumps- aka my breasts. I basically just need a distraction or reassurance to my gender.

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO ORANGE GO HERE

If I'm orange it means I'm in really bad pain (physical) 

IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO YELLOW GO HERE

If I'm yellow Im grieving or having family issues

HAPPY PRID

#dogecultformark

#wegrowwith7cups

#judgepersonalitynotlooksorlabels

Confused.com for Bones

Put this on your profile if:
You are that person who always helped, but never asked for help 
You are that person who can't sleep knowing it is 'fine'
You are that person who fake smiles to hide your true emotions
You are that person who wants to scream and shout but can't
You are that person who has the words to change a nation, but can't seem to speak
You are that person who is a pessimistic about themselves
You are that person who needs help, but never gets it 


Put this in your bio if: 

You have felt worthless

You have self harmed

You have gone days without eating because you didn't think you deserved food

You've cut off good people because you didn't think you deserved them

You've been called slurs

You've been bullied

You've had any form of trauma

You've been told you should do any of these things

You've forced yourself to remember something you're better off forgetting

You've been invalidated for all of the things you go through

You've invalidated yourself 

You always help others but never take time for yourself 

You hide your emotions knowing you'll get teased and bullied for them

You hide who you truly are in fear of others

I know I'm a hypocrite saying this, but put this in your bio and remember that none of this makes you who you are. You are wonderful and loved. And take some time for yourself, love.

Fake friends - Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back

Real friends- Keep your stuff for so long they forget its yours

Fake friends - Know few things about you Real friends- Could write a book about you

Fake friends - Would knock on your front door

Real friends- Walk right in and say I'm home

Fake friends - Will help you when you fall over Real friends- Will jump on top of you and shout Doggy pile

Fake friends - Are for a while Real friends- Are for life

Fake friends -Will read this

Real friends- Will copy and paste this, just like I did

Fake friends say "love ya" jokingly.

Real Friends: Say, "I love you" and mean it.

Fake Friends: Will sit with you after a breakup and say, "I'm sorry."

Real Friends: Will call them and ask what their problem is before devising a plan to destroy them.

Dingus Family

Blue - Bingus Dingus

Adrien - Mingus Dingus

Jenny - Jingus Dingus

Marsie - Zingus Dingus

Tai- Wingus Dingus

Avy - Shingus Dingus

Members of my frog cult: NutterButterPicnic, Taiyozzy, WaterMelloon send a 🐸 to join

Members of the arson cult: me, Willow, Trying, Olive, Dri (Adrien) send a fire emoji to join

I have a zoo filled with cishet people that Im working on and so far it has Sky9763 and itslia1o1 in it and people are encouraged to feed them cause Im too broke to ok byebye

Call me Crys, Blue, or Jasper and if you feel like it Nathan or Charlie and Leo Michael Leander or Apsenn is also okay my pronouns are commonly he/xe/crypt/vamp/dem and sometimes ze/spook/bat/night/book

I am in a stable relationship with my friend Asher and my best friend Sam. I have trypanophobia, haphephobia, venophobia, lilapsophobia, spheksophobia, coulrophobia, claustrophobia, thantophobia, atelophobia, and autophobia. If I get angry it means I'm not ok and I'm falling into a depressive spiral. I think I have rejection sensitive dysphoria. My triggers are anything medical, loud noises, all caps (sometimes), talks about sh or suicide, being told what to do, quiet rooms, rooms that are too fast, thunderstorms, any negative comments, fighting, death of animals, or loss of loved ones. I have a job volunteering at a zoo during the summer and a dance studio during the school year. I love animals, anime, reading, witchcraft, magic, cosplaying, roleplaying, mythology, and art/crafts. I have reoccuring nightmares about abandonment and loss. I have tics and stims including saying blep, saying skinwalker, flipping people off, saying boop while hitting my head, saying 'love! Ooooweee!' And then hitting my head, saying Uwu, tapping, jumping, hitting things, twitching, flapping my hands, and whimpering. I have a lot of pets (around 20 last I counted) and love them more than myself. I an an aspiring author. I am a therian, meaning I was an animal in a past life. I am also an otherkin, with a vampire. My theriotype is a wolf, so I was a wolf in a past life. I am very morbid and also hyperfocuses on a lot of things. I have exchange students whom I count as my sisters. If I talk about Milana or Silvia, maybe Emily, Bebee, or Alma I am talking about my exchange sisters.

Funny typos:

Take card- commod Willow

*nites Kay* -DragonPrince

Anwyays- Jenny

Autocarrot- Rose

Stiches- Jenny

Comfor thugs- Aaron

Cibe- Kay

Spoling- Amy

Sled Crawl- Amy trying to say self care

For- Willow trying to say Ford

Yello- Ribs

Somd- Goals

Orce- Anna

Ikd- Jenmy

Attention spam- Dri

When i wa skittle- Starz

My best friends: 

Wiffles (teenie)

Dri (teenie)

Toasty (teenie)

Ribs (teenie)

Fleep (teenie)

Alex (teenie)

Swifty (teenie)

Anna (teenie)

Ticket (oldie?)

Ryan (oldie)

Emo (oldie)

Emo (teenie)

Ri (teenie)

Dragon (teenie)

Alastor (teenie)

Kyle (teenie surprisingly)

Xae (teenie)

Avy (teenie still in process of gaining trust)

Rhayne and Max (both teenies)

Comet (teenie)

Stomry (teenie)

Jenmy (teenie)

Nebulaaaa (teenie)

Warrior (teenie)

Quotessssssss timeeeeeee

Jamie: my eyes are peeing // Day: thats good

Thank you for reading my bio, I am sorry it was lengthy.
















































































































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