5 astra points
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE PURPLE PART GO HERE
This color means I'm having a panic attack. If I am having an anxiety attack or a panic attack, don't tell me it will be ok. I never believe that. Tell me to sing a song or think of my favorite things, or start talking about something I like.
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE BLUE PART GO HERE
If I seem distressed and start saying random things, try to get my mind on one specific thing. In that state, it is very easy for my thoughts to start spiraling
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO THE RED PART GO HERE
If I am talking in small sentences and redacting words, I am semiverbal. If I am saying only one word at a time or just using emojis, I am nonverbal.
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO GREEN GO HERE
If I am in green I feel shaky and nervous or my minds darting everywhere and in this state it's really easy for me to start panicking and I also make a lot of typos. I am usually scared or anxious about something and just need someone to talk to.
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO PINK GO HERE
If I'm in pink I'm extremely dysphoric and will probably ask someone to take my flesh lumps- aka my breasts. I basically just need a distraction or reassurance to my gender.
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO ORANGE GO HERE
If I'm orange it means I'm in really bad pain (physical)
IF I TELL YOU TO GO TO YELLOW GO HERE
If I'm yellow Im grieving or having family issues
Confused.com for Bones
Put this on your profile if:
You are that person who always helped, but never asked for help
You are that person who can't sleep knowing it is 'fine'
You are that person who fake smiles to hide your true emotions
You are that person who wants to scream and shout but can't
You are that person who has the words to change a nation, but can't seem to speak
You are that person who is a pessimistic about themselves
You are that person who needs help, but never gets it
Put this in your bio if:
You have felt worthless
You have self harmed
You have gone days without eating because you didn't think you deserved food
You've cut off good people because you didn't think you deserved them
You've been called slurs
You've been bullied
You've had any form of trauma
You've been told you should do any of these things
You've forced yourself to remember something you're better off forgetting
You've been invalidated for all of the things you go through
You've invalidated yourself
You always help others but never take time for yourself
You hide your emotions knowing you'll get teased and bullied for them
You hide who you truly are in fear of others
I know I'm a hypocrite saying this, but put this in your bio and remember that none of this makes you who you are. You are wonderful and loved. And take some time for yourself, love.
Fake friends - Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
Real friends- Keep your stuff for so long they forget its yours
Fake friends - Know few things about you Real friends- Could write a book about you
Fake friends - Would knock on your front door
Real friends- Walk right in and say I'm home
Fake friends - Will help you when you fall over Real friends- Will jump on top of you and shout Doggy pile
Fake friends - Are for a while Real friends- Are for life
Fake friends -Will read this
Real friends- Will copy and paste this, just like I did
Fake friends say "love ya" jokingly.
Real Friends: Say, "I love you" and mean it.
Fake Friends: Will sit with you after a breakup and say, "I'm sorry."
Real Friends: Will call them and ask what their problem is before devising a plan to destroy them.
Blue - Bingus Dingus
Adrien - Mingus Dingus
Jenny - Jingus Dingus
Marsie - Zingus Dingus
Tai- Wingus Dingus
Avy - Shingus Dingus
Members of my frog cult: NutterButterPicnic, Taiyozzy, WaterMelloon send a 🐸 to join
Members of the arson cult: me, Willow, Trying, Olive, Dri (Adrien) send a fire emoji to join
I have a zoo filled with cishet people that Im working on and so far it has Sky9763 and itslia1o1 in it and people are encouraged to feed them cause Im too broke to ok byebye
Call me Crys, Blue, or Jasper and if you feel like it Nathan or Charlie and Leo Michael Leander or Apsenn is also okay my pronouns are commonly he/xe/crypt/vamp/dem and sometimes ze/spook/bat/night/book
I am in a stable relationship with my friend Asher and my best friend Sam. I have trypanophobia, haphephobia, venophobia, lilapsophobia, spheksophobia, coulrophobia, claustrophobia, thantophobia, atelophobia, and autophobia. If I get angry it means I'm not ok and I'm falling into a depressive spiral. I think I have rejection sensitive dysphoria. My triggers are anything medical, loud noises, all caps (sometimes), talks about sh or suicide, being told what to do, quiet rooms, rooms that are too fast, thunderstorms, any negative comments, fighting, death of animals, or loss of loved ones. I have a job volunteering at a zoo during the summer and a dance studio during the school year. I love animals, anime, reading, witchcraft, magic, cosplaying, roleplaying, mythology, and art/crafts. I have reoccuring nightmares about abandonment and loss. I have tics and stims including saying blep, saying skinwalker, flipping people off, saying boop while hitting my head, saying 'love! Ooooweee!' And then hitting my head, saying Uwu, tapping, jumping, hitting things, twitching, flapping my hands, and whimpering. I have a lot of pets (around 20 last I counted) and love them more than myself. I an an aspiring author. I am a therian, meaning I was an animal in a past life. I am also an otherkin, with a vampire. My theriotype is a wolf, so I was a wolf in a past life. I am very morbid and also hyperfocuses on a lot of things. I have exchange students whom I count as my sisters. If I talk about Milana or Silvia, maybe Emily, Bebee, or Alma I am talking about my exchange sisters.
Take card- commod Willow
*nites Kay* -DragonPrince
Comfor thugs- Aaron
Sled Crawl- Amy trying to say self care
For- Willow trying to say Ford
Attention spam- Dri
When i wa skittle- Starz
My best friends:
Kyle (teenie surprisingly)
Avy (teenie still in process of gaining trust)
Rhayne and Max (both teenies)
Jamie: my eyes are peeing // Day: thats good
Thank you for reading my bio, I am sorry it was lengthy.
|Growth Path||Step 65|
|Current Streak||0 Days|
|Last Active||December, 2022|
|Member Since||November 5, 2021|