Hello, I'm CM, short for CosmicMiracle. You can call me Cosmic or Miracle, too, if you feel like it.
I have experienced so many life struggles and have had to emotionally and mentally grow up by myself at 11 years old. I feel like an old soul in my mid-30s body.
I have anxiety and my most recent heartache is losing my father. But you know what?
I'm here for you. My heart is strong and my spirit is on fire. My dad wouldn't want me to focus on his loss. He's led a great life and I plan to follow in his footsteps.
So, click that message button. I am waiting.
Well, between 6 pm to 12 am Philippine time ;)
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To know more of my thoughts and feelings, you can visit them here:
https://www.7cups.com/forum/GeneralSupport_28/DiaryEntries_1597/CMsRealm_279824/
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People hugger. Voracious bibliophile. Self-proclaimed idealist. Sensual thinker. Outdoor girl. Woman of substance. Anti-commercialism. Cause advocate. Hilarious foodie. Immature goat. Beach addict. Indifferent sister. Bratty daughter. Doting aunt. Loving niece. Live-in-the-moment student. Terror teacher. Wise friend. Passionate dancer. Karaoke singer. Quirky actress. Inspired director-to-be. Proud Couchsurfer. Intense writer. Business-minded gal. Start-up founder. Awesome risk-taker. Polymath. Hardcore stargazer. Sunset worshipper. Astrophile. Pluviophile. Nyctophile. Thalassophile. Logophile. Selenophile. Empath.
Erudite. District 5. Horned Serpent. Ravenclaw. Shadowhunter. House Lannister. Cahill-Madrigal branch. Night Court. Doranelle. Maze Runner. Daughter of Hades/Pluto. Chimaera. Lunar. Jedi. Wakandan. Elvenkind. Gleek. Disney Queen. A Three (in Illea). Xylobrite. Firebreather. Little Monster. Killjoy. Phan. Avenger.
Capricorn sun. Pisces moon. Scorpio rising/ascendant. Aquarius Venus.
Listener.
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A POEM THAT I TRY MY BEST AND HARDEST TO LIVE BY EVERY SINGLE DAY :)
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.