Hello, it's good you found me on 7cups! I am Kosmas, a student of music and computer science, who has read and thought a bit on gender/sexual oppresions and its effects on human psychology. Also, I have been through 2 years of psychoanalysis, and I have dealt a lot with self-love/self-hate polarity, oscillating some times between narcissism an self-degredation. I might have thought something you haven't yet, or maybe I can help you by shedding some light onto aspects you might have overlooked. Nevertheless, I am don't claim to know as much as a professional, or a person who has studied psychology. You'll be doing me good by asking for me to listen to you, so please don't hesitate to do so!