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Questioning everything
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by blueSquare7187
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 August 11th
...See more I don't know who I am Not really sure where to go what to say or why I'm even posting but here we go.... For reference 30 F. I've not come out to my family, I'm out at work and with friends and my partner. So when I was a teenager at school, I started having dreams about my best friend, intimate dreams, well I wasn't sure what it meant so I told her, she wasn't impressed and wasn't happy about it. So I just stayed quiet about everything. When I started dating I didn't really have a type (I still don't). Didn't really matter to me, started going out getting drunk in clubs and flicked between both male and female dates for a while. I've only ever dated men, I sorta almost got into a relationship with a girl but didn't happen. I came out during COVID to my current partner (male) that I liked both male and female. Then a mate of mine told me he was pansexual, so I looked kinda sounded like me so I settled on that. But recently my therapist has got me thinking about my sexuality and identity and I'm not sure I know. I've always been a tom boy, I don't look like the typical girl type. Short hair, tattoos. I've always had thoughts and feelings about being male from when I was young but just kinda ignored them. I don't really know what I'm looking at or how I even start looking at what I identify as or who I'm attracted to. I was hoping I might be able to get some lived experience help to guide me
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