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friendlyLunch3717
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Family issues and a bad cases of multiple disorders
Personality Disorders Support / by friendlyLunch3717
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April 28th, 2021
...See more TW: discussion of self-harm and suicidal ideation I'm not feeling so well. I want to provide myself with help but I can't. I'm suffering from anxiety, multiple personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, psychosis, depression, and ADHD. I want to seek a doctor's help but I'm afraid they will tell my family. My family is made up of people who are strict and work hard. Me on the other hand it takes me a lot of work to get something done and I end up getting yelled at it or harassment. Sometimes both. I even get a ton of hallucinations and my sister keeps telling me I made it up. I only told my sister about my hallucinations. I haven't told anyone about other disorders I have. My family will call me crazy and an attention seeker. I want to tell my family and I want to seek a doctor's help but I'm worried my family will see me as a dumbass and weak and an idiot. I have a feeling they'll call me names. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!???? I NEED SOME ADVICE!!! sometimes my other Personalities treat my body like if it's a ragdoll and I Don't like it. They even harm my body and I hate it!!! They blame me for stuff I do and when they do something in front of my family, my family will think it's me. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!!!??? Sometimes another personality wants to to commit suicide and does self harm to our body. I need some advice. Please... I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life... [Edited by @QuietMagic 11/20/21 to add TW]