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neibolt
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LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by neibolt
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May 22nd, 2019
...See more i met and am currently dating the person who is pretty much as close to a soulmate as one could- except she isnt ace. and weve talked about it /a lot/, and she keeps reassuring me and promising me that she supports me fully and loves all parts of me. but after being basically guilt tripped and broken up before because. ace, its all pretty much impossible to believe. especially when we keep having these long ass talks about it, that are usually overall never good. yes, they are necessary, but i just feel like theyre not really going anywhere. especially last night it got to the probably worst point it has ever gotten, and im so scared right now. i feel like i either lose her or have to discard a huge part of myself. when we started dating, i was more open and forced myself to have quite a lot of phone sex with her (were long distance for now, and forced means ‘i didnt tell her it was making me a little uncomfortable, i figured itd be worth it and it was completely my decision to do so), and pretty much the only reason i regret that is that she keeps bringing it up all the time, telling me how much it hurts and saddens her because even though she never wants me to do what im not comfortable with, but she misses that so fucking much and just hopes things could go back and i really cant handle that, and tbh i have no idea what to do anymore
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Eating Disorder Support / by neibolt
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March 8th, 2025
...See more ive never been diagnosed with an eating disorder, and i dont think i have one. yet at least. im getting pretty close and the worst thing is that i almost desperately want ed i just ate a lot, way too much, and i have to admit ive never wanted to use laxatives or try throwing up the food as much as right now, i feel completely disgusting and repulsive
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