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rottenCactus
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PathStep 82 Compassion hearts449 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2023 Member sinceJanuary 25, 2022
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Hi, you can call me Cactus or Winnie. I hope to become a better person one day


I am struggling with severe depression, OCD, anxiety disorder and panic disorder.

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Fallen on bad times, now I struggle to eat
Eating Disorder Support / by rottenCactus
Last post
 September 16th, 2023
...See more Hi! I'm not sure if this is the right group to talk about this, but here I am. For the past 2 weeks I'm in a really bad state of mind and it has been affecting my eating. I've always struggled to eat properly I guees, I usually eat 1 meal a day and a snack, but now I barely eat a small snack. I try and force myself to eat, but I just end up feeling sick and worse than if I didnt eat. Yesterday I managed to eat 2 cookies and I'm proud of myself, because even that is better in my mind than nothing. I also struggle to drink enough water or even juice, but I try and drink at least when my head starts hurting. I dont want to not eat, and I honestly dont know when my eating started to consist of 1 meal and a snack a day, but I feel weak physically. I still look somewhat the same, at least to myself, but I have lost some weight which wasnt a goal at all. Im honestly just wondering what steps I could try and take, to make it easier to eat. I feel like eating might help a bit with how I feel, but its just one small factor in the whole situation. Im honestly afraid, because even my favourite foods dont convince me to eat. Any advice or support in any kind is welcome and I'm super grateful for anyone even willing to read this. Much love ♡
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