Tereible sad, disconnected, cannot focus on anything and I complete fail. Humilliated, hurted and hopeless, confused and cannot breathe.
I just want to sleep and never wake up again
I feel super mad, upset, full of hate, evil, not a good person, unforgiving of myself and the other person, all apologies are empty from that person, no love for the other person, all because that person hurt me really, really bad.
Scared for my life, stressed to the max, not understood, very, very alone even with my family around me. Like a failure. Hopeless. Sad. Worried and again, very SCARED! I need someone to just understand me and what I'm going through and no matter how much I talk to my family, they just don't get it.
Angry. Angry that no matter what I do it's never enough. That I need to push myself to greater heights out of my comfort zone just to please others. That my life doesn't feel like my own but it fills me with a temporary flame.
Lost. Lost within myself, within the world. Searching for the person and place I am meant to be. Confused as to what is the right or wrong decision, but knowing the decision is irrelevant.
Voiceless. Surrounded by people who care still makes me feel alone and burdened by piped up emotions. Knowing that no matter how many times I explain it people will never know what I exactly mean. That I just need to nod my head and pretend they understand.
Hopeful. Waking up with effort, but still looking for the morning light. Knowing that if I keep going, maybe, just maybe I can put myself fully back together. It won't be easy, but I'm going to see it through.
I feel behind, lost, amature. If that’s a way that you can feel. Im at a age where my life should be set but it isnt. I feel super behind when it comes to my other friends. And it sucks and eats at me every time I think about it.
It is so weird because I complain about it and never do anything about it. I have no motivation for doing anything- it’s like I’m expecting for everything to fall in place itself. like in the movies. Ugh I need a reality check ASAP.
Lonely, tired, defeated, embarrassed, hated, disapproved of, alone, empty, unimportant, a disgrace.
I feel great! Just decided that my next two weeks will be very rich and unforgettable! I'll spend my holidays in Vegas! It's a dream, is not it? Look, how many interesting events will take place there the next 14 days. https://best-vegas.com/events-next-14-days/ I'm already looking forward to the fun. Who rested in Vegas? Share your impressions!
Confused. I’ve been to a mental health facility two times over the past 4years and both times I’ve been diagnosed bipolar. I have never once been manic
Any one else out there have trouble working? I am at wits end with my anxiety...can't focus..or very hard to keep a thought in my head. This anxiety/depression is consuming me. I'm feeling that I am missing out on life.
Why me...I'm sooo scared
I feel stupid for letting myself love him so much and accepting his words, foolish and sad that I still feel the need to consistently keep in contact with him even a month later and have so much trouble letting go, sleepless even though all I want to do is sleep all the time, wanting to kick myself for the neediness and short patience i showed at the end, frustrated/devastated because I want to date him again and it will never happen.
upset at my own lack of self confidence and disbelief at how shot my self esteem has become.
slightly happy because i have wonderful friends who have supported me the way through and that I decided to sign up for therapy bc I realized this is more about my self esteem than anything else
I can relate to this too. I feel confused and wonder whether he was honest and truthful as he insists. I wonder if he lied to me; wonder if he manipulated me. Wonder if I am too trustful or infatuated or simply naive. Wonder why is it so hard to move on :(
I feel manipulated that he said all the write words and things for me to love him and then in the end, i am left high and dry. I feel stupid that I am having such a hard time letting go, but also bc of my naivete and the depth to which I feel things. what about you?