i'm sorry.
i hate my life. i hate myself. i hate how cruel I've been to others, how ugly i am, how humiliating it is to be myself. i hate it all. every day i fight off intrusive memories that remind me i don't deserve to be here. i'm sorry i taint your world with my presence, with this hideous vessel i can't escape from. i'm sorry anyone has to look at me, that i waste space and oxygen and drinking water, that i put carbon into this atmosphere. fuel is burned every day just for my stupid *** existence and i'm sorry. i can't help how much i waste every day, how much time i waste from everyone else. all i do is take and take and take. i'm so disgusting. i make myself gag every day. i hate this, i hate that you're stuck on this planet with me. i'm sorry.
@tealSailboat3054 I'm so sorry to hear how much despair you are feeling right now. It sounds like you are experience a lot of pain.
You do not have to apologise for sharing your emotions here, you are worthy of support 💜
If you ever want to share more about what is making you feel this way, we are here to listen.
It sounds from your post like you are in a lot of pain, and if you ever feel like you are at risk or are experiencing suicidal thoughts, please do reach out to a crisis hotline. You can find a list of resources on 7cups.com/crisis. You don't have to suffer in silence.
@tealSailboat3054 never think that! YOU MATTER! I promise your important in someone’s life!!!❤️
