A kind listener with honest advice

I have been dealing with a lot of emotions. Repressed memories, childhood issues, depression and i am a recovering alcoholic who drinks to numb the deep issues i am now trying to face. People in my family have taken advantage of my weaknesses and i am just trying to move forward with positivity and health. Anyone who has experience with the above that is willing to engage in my dirty laundry, please reach out. This is new to me, i have never been to therapy or done any discussions like this. Patience and kindness is appreciated.