Feeling lost. Stuck in the same place and not moving forward. Daily chats ~ Friendly Listener/A potential friend?

I feel like whatever i do or whatever choice i make it simply doesn't get me statisfied.

I'v been feeling lost lately and i'm looking for ways to move on with certain fears/issue's i'm having.

From time to time i can be a very kind hearted and welcoming person but that mood can also change into me absolutely closing myself from others and spending my time alone, with that being said it's probably safe to say that i tend to avoid issue's and run away from fears whenever they show up, neglecting important things and letting good things go to waste.

Supporting others gives me hope tho! But it seems whenever it comes to supporting me people fail to see past the facade i put up and assume i'm just fine.

This post might make complete sence and i'd like to apologize for that by stating that i'm not the best at writing stories or even a forum post + it's about to hit 5 am over here so my mind is going numb.

Anyways if you think you'd like to have a chat let me know.