Looking for a Long Term Listener

Hey all...

I'm here because I want to really connect with a Listener with whom I will be able to share my deepest fears and emotions.

It's about my troubled relationship with my mom (I'm a woman) and how my emotions many times tend to become a rollercoaster due to our on-off connection.

How is it that she is my best friend but she can sometimes point out only those things she knows will hurt me?

I don't know. I'd like a Listener who is older than me (I'm in my twenties) and who is pretty patience because it's really hard for me to talk about this, but I really need it.

Thank you!