Looking for a Long-Term Listener, please

Hi.

My name is Hudson. I am a 19 year old male. I am struggling with some rather signficiant anxiety and depression right now as a result of work, the upcoming school year, and other circusmtances. I am also contendending with a situation of uncertainty, as I and some people close to me suspect that I may have autism. I took an assessment once with a psychologist and the results were deemed uncertain, so I am desperately searching around to obtain another assessment in which I may hopefully get more certain results.

I am signing up to receive official therapy, but I feel as if I might benefit from getting support here too when therapy may not be an option given the possibility of scheduling conflicts or other circumstances. I would like a long-term listener, because I feel like I have been spreading myself thin across multiple users, telling too many on the internet about my issues, simply venting in short bursts which is leading me nowhere productive-- Okay, yes, the venting is beneficial and I am immensley grateful for the listeners I have contacted for their help, but my mental health has gotten bad to the point that is now vital for me to work on something long-term. It might benefit more to work on something developemental with a single individual. Please, I hope this isn't too much to ask for.

Thank you.