Looking for a listener..
I have schizophrenia and PTSD, I'm a single mum of an eight year old boy. My main goal is to get married but I am either to scared am being unrealistic or haven't met the right person. I'd like someone who could help me reach this goal as I don't want to fall into an abusive relationship, someone who believes in God and being moral. And if possible someone who is good at diagnostics and getting to the root of the problem. 
@Sasher Sasher thanks for your post. It sounds like you have a lot going on for you and a lot that you are dealing with. You are more than welcome to speak to a listener here at 7 cups on a one to one chat. You can browse listeners and look at their profile page to see if they list the kinds of issues you would like support in. Listeners are not here to provide answers, give advice or diagnose but what they can do is provide you a safe space to chat through what your concerns are, listen and support you in finding ways to manage what is happening for you, perhaps offer suggestions and explore options with you that you could consider in terms of finding a way to cope with what is going on for you. Sometimes just knowing someone cares and is there is enough for people to feel less alone.
You mentioned ptsd...this link is a really good self help booklet on ptsd and we also have forums on post traumatic stress disorder if you would like to take a look. The forums have lots of information and articles that you may find really useful - PTSD forum
Peace be upon you @dancingRainbow45 thank you for the the links to information on ptsd and for your kind intention.
I posted this ad as a way of finding a listener as I'm struggling to find a 1-2-1 listener. It was an alternative way to find a listener prompted by seven cups.
@Sasher That's okay and I hope you manage to find a listener who can offer you support. I wanted to respond to your post and I hope that the information may be of use even if your intention was to find support from a listener :)
Thank you @dancingRainbow45