Looking for a long term listener to help me deal with my LGBTQ

Hi guys, i dont know if im in the right place but i really need somebody to talk to. I am a bisexual 21 year old male living in a country (Egypt) where they do not accept anything besides hetrosexuality. I feel so alone because there is nobody i can talk to about my feelings and problems. Recently i started developing very intense feelings for my straight best friend and its been such a roller coaster going through those feelings on ym own. I would really like someone to talk with me and guide me through this path. I had a long term listener which we used to talk daily but he is no longer on 7cups and its taken such a toll on me. Im so sorry to be a bother but really just being able to talk to you guys would be so amazing and helpful. Thank you for at least reading this :)