@MutterWolf
hello!! i'm really sorry to say that i'm not a listener; hopefully someone who is will come along soon, though! i hope you've been doing well since you made the post. in the meantime, or if you simply can't wait, here are a few alternatives that you can do!
you can try the listener classifieds section of this forum, where listeners who are accepting sponsees post their adverts! in those they say a bit about themselves, or what they specialise it; it's up to the listener, really. hopefully you find someone to your liking there! alternatively you can check out some subcommunities: the ones that you can probably relate the most to are relationship support and depression support.
also, you can try looking for a sponsor by going to the browse listeners page! unfortunately, unlike in the listener classifieds you can only choose one area that you'd like to talk about, so i'd suggest choosing the one you feel needs the most support. after that you can tailor the boxes to your preference -- i'd also recommend ticking the 'verified listener' and 'long-term support' boxes, as the former gives you listeners who've undergone some training and the latter, listeners who are willing to support members in the long term!
i hope you find something that helps. best of luck :)