Seeking listener / long-term support from a listener who is blunt and doesn't sugar-coat

i'm struggling with family stress from caregiving and a narcissistic parent. i'm just wanting someone who will let me check in with them regularly and help me feel less alone. i do NOT do well with people who are too nice ("oh i'm so sorry"), it makes me feel like you pity me and it just feels fake. i don't want a fixer either because my situation can't be fixed, i am just stuck like this for the foreseeable future. i'm seeking someone with a strong personality and is blunt, if you want to talk to me just let me know.

I'm currently struggling with depression, lonliness, self-harm, and self esteem. i dont expect anyone to help me with ALL those, we can set limits to whatever you ARE ok with discussing.

thanks to whoever reads this <3