ISO A LISTENER I HAD A LONG TIME AGO

HI!!! I can’t remember my info for my old account and I am desperately trying to find a listener I chatted with. I remember they were semi new to the app. Their name was John. An older gentleman. He had some numbers after his name and a profile picture of himself . (White man , gray short hair, glasses) close up pic. I need to find someone that was that empathetic and understanding and actually was active and supported me. Please can someone help me locate him.

And if he is truly gone forever - then I am opening up my search for a new listener - non judgmental , fine with casual chats, helps me navigate my anxiety and highly sensitive mind.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS if you made it this far THANKS! And please sprinkle some Christmas magic on this post so I can find my old friend or hopefully make a new kind one.