I really need someone to talk to!!!!!!

Hello,

so far i wasnt very lucky to find a good listener who really wants to listen and might even give advice or even their opinion. Most of them dont apply back or are no really empathic with me and my situation. Its hard to keep writing about your history/problem and take the time and at the end it was for nothing. So if there is anyone, who is free to listen and has the patient and empathy then please contact me. Because today is a very dark day and i cant get out of my head and feelings and just want to escape from it...