Poems, thoughts and memories of all sorts.
Hello there beautiful being ! Welcome to my collection of 'stuff I've written down when wandering through my emotions'. After hours of discussion (with myself), I've decided to post some little texts of mine. These are only snapshots of my life. Little snippets of what was going on in my brain at the time. Obviously taken out of their context their meanings change and sometimes they might not make any sense, they probably didn't make sense to me when I wrote them either, but hey that's the beauty in any form of creation ;) Most (if not all of these) don't have any titles because I suck at finding a title, if you have any suggestions, I'll consider them ! Just a little warning before you go any further, these were written when I was in a bad place, some of the topics can be triggering. Oh and some will be written in french too as I write in both english and french, whichever fits my mood the most.
Replies or feedback are welcome and without further ado, let us step into the night and pursue that flighty temptress, adventure (I didn't write that one, JK Rowling did!). Thanks for traveling with me <3.
My head's in the clouds
My hair with the sky
My heart becomes one with the sun
And here I lie
Underneath me, the darkness lurks
Tries and tries to break free
Making it's way to the surface
Time will come and it'll take over me
Slowly flowers creep out all around me
Vines wrapping me up tight
Constantly movement can be sensed
Until I can no longer fight
For the darkness holds me in its clutches
Disguised as the beauty of this world
Showing me wonderful colours
Prettier than the most expensive pearls
Though I enjoy lying here
Watching all that can be
Feeling the deepest emotions
And thinking I'm free
I'm trapped in the warmth of this situation
Never alone, yet never with anyone
Listening to the darkness whispering nonsense
Catching all my words before they're gone
So here I am, caught up in nature
Not quite here and not quite there
Seeing all the good the world can offer
But deeply rooted in darkness and despair
I want to kiss the world, hug the stars, tell jokes to the moon and pretend to be alive.
J'ai des mots, dire,
Et des maux, maudire.
La tête pleine de pensées,
Et de rêves que j'ai oubliés.
Le corps parcouru de sensations,
Qui laisseront une sale impression.
L'imagination me fait des tours,
Pour oublier le vide que m'entoure.
J'essaie de m'exprimer
Pour éviter d'oublier,
Je cherche vivre
Au lieu de survivre,
Au lieu d'apercevoir
Je veux voir,
Je veux la vie
Mais pas ses soucis
Je veux le ciel bleu
Et surtout pas de noeuds,
Je goûte l'espoir
Dans le noir
Au bonheur
Dans la douleur
L'énergie
De la synergie
Du monde
De la seconde
Du pouls
Fou !
Tic
Tic
Erra-
tique
Fanta-
stique
Tic
Tic
Magni-
fique
Drama-
tique
Tic
Tic
Pa-
nique
Pu-
blique
Tic
Tic
U-
nique
Chic !
Tic
Tac
Ca y est
Je craque
Tic
Tac
Tout est
Opaque
Tic
Toc
Je note
J'invoque
Tic
Toc
Un nouveau
Soliloque.
La tête dans les nuages,
Le cerveau embrumé,
Je perds notion de mon âge
Et me confonds dans le passé.
Des étoiles filantes sur ma peau,
La chance entre mes doigts,
Je me demande ce que je vaux
Quand je repense toi.
Les souvenirs brouillés,
Une pointe de nostalgie,
Je ne sais pas ce que j'ai fait
Au cours de cette vie.
Un chemin imprévisible,
Le futur des plus lointains,
J'avais un bonheur tangible,
De l'or entre les mains.
Roll the dice
Count to three
Play your best cards
Keep the queen
Open your eyes
Never regret
Put all your money
Into that bet
Raise your glass
Tell them not
Steal their cash
Claim your jackpot
Wait in the lobby
Prefer the spades
Hide what one can see
Put on your shades
Flip the coin
Choose the dark side
Thrive in chaos
And live life
