Yes. I went through a phase where I liked other women, but I fought these feelings because something in my heart was telling me it was wrong. And it is quite unnatural. After all, you don't see two dogs of the same gender making a litter of puppies. Since it is natural for a man and a woman to have a child, this makes same sex couples having to adopt instead of having a child together. And I am not, by any means degrading people who are gay by using a dog annalagy.
This has nothing to do with religion, or God. It is merely science. It takes two dogs of the opposite gender to have puppies. It takes two people of the opposite gender to make a baby.
However, Clownfish all begin life as male, but can all carry both female and male reproductive organs on board. On contrary to humans who are born with either male, or female reproductive organs.
In any given community, the female is the largest fish, the breeding male is the second largest and the rest are sexually immature males. These immature males can turn into females if the alpha female dies.
Now, my point is not to point out the Finding Nemo would actually be a story about a father who turns into a female and mates with his son. The point is, you are not a clownfish. You where either born with male, or female reproductive organs; which makes you either male, or female.
If you were to disregard science, and basic principles, I wouldn't judge you. I have friends and family who are part of the LGBTQ+ and I love them for who they are, despite our differences. We know we disagree with certain things, and if you are going to come out, I hope people love you just the way you are.
Luckily, if you choose to be gay, you will not be sentenced to death like people used to wayyyy back in history. And it is also no longer a mental illness.
To answer your question, scientifically...Yes. you're not a clownfish.
But really, the choice is all yours, and I don't want to tell you how to live your life.