it's something weird. at some point, you become more like a listener to yourself. in some ways, I feel sad about my sexuality, i'm bi, but in despite about it, I feel proud, I feel good. most of my time I spend it in thinking about, "what if I tell everybody about my sexuality?", "how they will act when I tell them?". It's sad, sometimes I hate myself too, but what can we do about it? nothing. Now that i'm 16, I am realizing that since like I was 8, I become bi. I remember being attracted by boys, but at the same time by girls, I can have a girlfriend but at the same time I cant stop thinking about a boy. I try to being the most quiet as posible but sometimes I can't. it's so fucking difficult that sometimes I cry, and you know, it feels so good to cry, you feel more healed, but in your mind you know it's not over, you still be thinking about your problems, about what can happen if... or how will it happen if... it just sucks, but you don't choose to be like you are right now, you become, you spend your life trying to be okay, falling a couple of times, trying to be "normal", but, seriously, as much as you want to be normal, the more you become gay, or bi, or trans or whatever. Just be you. It's okay to be different. it's okay to be you.