We've been together since high school. The first time I felt my heart broken into pieces, I feel my life is nothing, nothing gives me interest, I don't know what to do, I feel desperate, helpless...?

I know that very feeling, when all you want is them but nothing you say or so is ever going to be good enough you know their clearly not the one but yet you still try and no matter how hard you try it still isn’t good enough! Just keep going on with life the truth always comes in the end

I know you have probably heard this a million times and are sick of it, but time heals. Go out, have fun with your friends and try to enjoy life. Try out things that you haven’t done yet, because you were too scared. Go get a new haircut, maybe a new haircolor even. Sometimes when you change something on the outside, you start changing on the inside too. In a good way hopefully. Go to the store, buy yourself something new. Treat yourself. Go for a run or just walk around and listen to music. But remember, time will take care of the wounds.

It's sad to hear about your breakup. I know you are going through a tough time. We have all been in that phase. I personally know how that feels. But just know one thing that you are special no matter what. Never let yourself be defined by other people's choices. I know few things might not make sense to you right now but give yourself some time because YOU are more important. Don't let this dishearten you or more importantly don't let this define you. There probably around millions dying for a good person like you. It's just things didn't work out this time. But have patience and believe in yourself you will surely meet someone special.