To answer your question, I will be looking at it from my personal interpretation and understanding of the Christian Bible. That said I strongly believe in learning more about other peoples faiths and being respectful.
Firstly the Bible says 'So God created human beings in his own image'.
Secondly, it says that 'For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life'
My understanding of this is that God can empathise with your feelings, even when you are feeling suicidal, he created humans with the ability to feel suicidal. He loves you in your totality, your experience of feeling suicidal does not make that love go away. In fact, it says 'that everyone who believes in him (God) will not perish but have eternal life.'
In short, I do believe that God loves you no matter what. He is a God who does not want you to suffer, who wants you to have eternal life and has given you the free will to decide whether you believe in him or not. Remember, the bible says you were created in his image. You are not unlovable because of how you feel.