Feelings fake, this is a harsh judgement, a harsh self-reflection, but it sometimes is normal, and okay to feel. The important thing to remember is that you are entitled to feel as you do, to express this notion, the emotion, this confusion; in reality, you are unique and powerful, you are capable of anything and everything you set your mind to, you are able to change this feeling into one that is of pride and confidence, contentment and beauty. Feeling "fake" may result from trying to manage so many overwhelming, confusing, troubling emotions at once; feeling "fake" may result from putting on a face, a smile, a disposition which others find amusing, comforting, etc. Its your job to express these emotions, to fight through struggles, to pursue the journey in overcoming such troubling feelings; you must be the person who you want to be, OWN YOURSELF. Don't try to appease others by hiding your true colors, your true identity; be strong and confident in your personality, you quirks, your unique-ness. Stand tall in the face of such adversities and never feel ashamed of sharing, of expressing, your deepest concerns, deepest emotions, deepest feelings; doing so is relieving and healing, all of which every human being needs in order to survive. Hence, feeling "fake" is not something to regret or feel bothered by in that it can be relieved, revised, re-organized, and completely overcome with the right actions, and the right amount of honesty--the right amount of time. Be true to yourself, be the person you want to be, be confident in you.