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SenshiKitty
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PathStep 32 Compassion hearts249 Forum posts54 Forum upvotes48 Current upvotes48 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2023 Member sinceFebruary 19, 2016
Bio
Learning to be an optimist. Attempting to get into grad. school. Adulting is hard when you have depression and anxiety. So I hope to meet some kind people that can help me along the way. :)
Recent forum posts
New mom with a soon to be 6 month old
Parenting & Pregnancy / by SenshiKitty
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May 12th, 2023
...See more This journey has been literally mind blowing. I’ve had days where I’m just done with everything and days where I’m like “huh, I can do this”. I’ve found what grounds me the most and what l’m most thankful for is the baby cuddles I now get to enjoy with my little one. I never knew I could love like this. 🩷
Living with depression and anxiety and diabetes…and now I’m also pregnant.
Parenting & Pregnancy / by SenshiKitty
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October 24th, 2022
...See more I’ve had to come off a good amount of meds for the pregnancy. I’m excited to have my baby but lately all I do I wake up around 2-4 pm every day and try to help my husband around the apartment when he comes back from work. I literally do nothing else because I have zero energy and even less motivation. It’s hard for me to even take the one antidepressant I’m allowed to take.
Everything is Wrong!
Depression Support / by SenshiKitty
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December 17th, 2016
...See more Literally everything is wrong with me and it's exhausting. I have depression, anxiety, early onset diabetes, PTSD from a chaotic home and a rape, serious back issues (13 out of place verterbrae, a twisted hip, something about my soft tissue, its terrible). I am a broke recently graduated girl that is working a super introductory job a 16 year old can do. Seriously, I have a B.S. in biology and I'm working retail. Loan payments start soon. Its so difficult trying to get over being in pain mentally and physically. I'm trying so hard.
My chest still hurts when I think about what happened
Trauma Support / by SenshiKitty
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November 21st, 2016
...See more It's been over 4 years. Whenever I'm reminded of everything I had to go through up to now I feel a knot in my chest. I don't think that will ever go away.
Done with Brock Turner
Trauma Support / by SenshiKitty
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September 12th, 2016
...See more I'm growing pretty tired of seeing Brock Turner's face all over media ALL THE DAMN TIME. I'm glad he's getting the public humiliation he deserves because the system failed at serving justice, but the similarities between that case and what has happened to me and countless other women is so freaking triggering. It also makes me mad, because what happened with that case, is pretty much what would've happened in mine or worse if I had not taken a deal to just drop the case as long as he does community service and goes to COUNSELING. Heck, I got him to "confess" though right? I hate this and I hate that there is no justice in this world. But we just have to #keepgoing [https://www.7cups.com/~keepgoing] and maintain the #positivefocus [https://www.7cups.com/~positivefocus]. I've healed a lot since then. I won't let my RAPIST or Brock Turner the RAPIST tear me down again. I'm glad I've found a great community here at 7 cups.
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