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444tears
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts38 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2022 Member sinceNovember 7, 2022
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Depression Support / by 444tears
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 December 6th, 2022
...See more im hurting and i cant do anythinf about it all i can do is cry. my guts telling me call 911 but my heads saying ur not sick enough just paint just find another way out because u arent sick enough red red the color that makes me feel feel feel safe feel release feel pain feel hurt hurt hurt is something i cant do to myself not the way i used to cope because my body deserves love love love myself but i cant i want to hurt and cry while i see red
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keppra
Disability Support / by 444tears
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 November 22nd, 2022
...See more ive got epilepsy of course from the title you can tell that and that i take keppra but i feel like im losing myself. i told my neurologist about it and he said it causes weakness thats normal, but im angry. im feeling so angry. the dizziness, tiredness, weakness, im just sad and angry. even with it im having the seizures yes im grateful for it its reduced them but i cant drive, i dont have a job, im constantly being hospitalized for eegs weeks at a time. since last month ive been there 3 times. im at the hospital more than i am at home. ive got no money and i cant focus, do things that normal people my age do. i just dont know anymore.
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does anyone else feel like this
Depression Support / by 444tears
Last post
 November 12th, 2022
...See more does anyone else feel so down, ive held in so much sadness in for so long. i was able to still smile, you know fake it til you make it? haha thats what id do. i didnt want anyone to feel what i feel. i care too much. now all that pain its turned to anger. i want to rage out crying. i dont know where i went wrong. i dont know how to make this feeling go away. i feel like im buried alive. and i want to rip my heart out my chest. i want to stop the sea behind my eyes. i dont even know how my eyes are capable of having an oceans worth of tears. my eyes burn. my minds loud, bursting with the thoughts that i failed.
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