I'm a 24 year old male, he/him, single, straight, not transgender, caucasian. I play video games and am going for my bachelor's degree in Computing and Information Technologies.

I am suffering from severe anxiety and depression.

I currently do/have the following flaws and would like to work on improving/fixing them:
I emotionally rely on my friends too much. I want to talk to my friends multiple times every day. I overthink every little thing, some of which lead to big misinterpretations of people hating me when they don't. I think that everything bad that happens is somehow my fault. I worry and reminisce over what could be or what might've been. I feel unworthy of affection and care.