I am on this website for depression support. I also have bad anxiety but the depression has escalated to a dangerous point lately. Life has been feeling so pointless and monotonous. I have a great fiance and dog, and a job that I don't hate. I know I have the access to all of these possibilities and yet it doesn't seem like anything. I don't feel like anything I could do will make anything less dull. I REALLY don't feel like I'm moving forward in my life anymore... like I haven't for a few years now. And I don't have the motivation to 'improve' my life because I don't have the desire to do anything. Depression has sucked the joy out of everything. I don't like things I used to. I don't have the energy to do anything. The days just feel the same and I'm tired of it. I'm numb.