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...See more Hi. When I was 10 years old, my step-brother who is 4 years older than me gone to my bed (because we sleeped in the same room) in the middle of the night. I was sleeping, but when I felt his hand touching me I woke up and turned on the light. I didn't understand what happened until I was a little older, and bad things started to happened to me. Like, being touched for bulliers just because "my reactions was so funnies", just little touchs like tickles, but I hated it... Stalk, bullying, bad jokes wich implied tickles, tighten me, pinch me. Even grab me, push me down and keep me there until someone else intervene in my favor (thing that did not happen often). And in the last years the horrible idea of someone near to me and touching my skin... well, not sound too horrible, comparate with some years ago. But I still hate the touch, and the worst is that the people doesn't comprehend it! If I say "Please, don't touch me" for whatever reason, that person always TOUCH ME. Sometimes they does it in my back, or when I'm not seeing, and that's worst because I always hit or kick when I feel something like that. It's horrible, also because after I can not calm me down easily. For many hours I would be alert, ansiouxs and very scared for some simple touch. I don't really know what should I do, when I think that it isn't haunt me anymore somebody came and touch me again.

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