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Anopa
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First nice week in a while, It all came crashing down today.
Depression Support / by Anopa
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 December 28th, 2016
...See more Some background into the problem, I go to a university four hours from any friends or family I have and no car to travel to them, I also have a job on campus working in the I.T. department, only reason I applied was because my dad works in the IT field. I was pretty down before I came home, probably homesickness. I came back from university on the 16th of this month. I get to spend two weeks home before I head back to university for work, I don't like the job either. I made the decision to drop from the university at the end of spring semester move back home and go to a community college then transfer to a closer university, but honestly I don't think I can survive another 5 months out there... Some info on the good week I just had: I went to a friends house on the 19th to reconnect with high school friends and catch up and hang out. I then invited friends over to hang out and watch Star Wars, that Wednesday the 21st. During hang out at my house, I got a bit closer than friends with a girl I went to high school with. By the middle of episode 5 we were holding hands, by end of episode 6 we had hands on each others thighs under a blanket. We then discussed that nothing would happen between us since I leave the 3rd of January for a stupid job. We have continued to talk and it has been slightly flirtatious between us. Today I think the gravity of the fact I don't get to see anyone I care about for five fucking months. I don't think I can survive. TL;DR Go to Uni 4 hours from family, doesn't like it there, probably wont survive the 5 months
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