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...See more I feel like such a massive failure at the moment. I'm a streamer but having to currently take time away again, due to my anxiety. As others seem to rise to the top and grow their communities mine remains stagnant because of my mental health issues. It's hard not to feel defeated as I'm denied from opportunities. I'm struggling with my day job at the moment & struggling with motivation to keep up with my hobbies as they bring me no enjoyment anymore. Just don't know where I'm going with my life honestly. I can't even visit the gym currently and pour out my frustration because my heart is racing before I even leave the door. The more the anxiety stays, the worse I feel and it turns into depression. I'm 30 and all my friends have savings and their first home. I have no savings because my income is crap and I'm substadising a shitty wage with sex work. I'm slowly paying off my debt with the second job but it's very slow and I'm worried I'm never gonna be able to save for my own house. There's so much to worry about and I wish life would simply slow down. It's also not easy to leave my current job because it allows me to work from home which is important to me.

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