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AquarianTaii
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Feeling alone in a world full of people
Newbie Hub / by AquarianTaii
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 April 15th, 2022
...See more As the title reads I'm feeling alone in a world full of people. I'm depressed at the loss/realization that the people who made me did a terrible job raising me. I have lived through trauma after trauma. Waves of depression and u diagnosed ADHD since childhood. The docs said to put me on Ritalin ans Lithium at 9! So a LOT of mistrust there. It feels like whenever I try and better myself AT ALL its met with "your not good enough! It's not good enough!! What you make isn't good enough BLAH BLAH does it better so why bother!!" My entire life has been me trying my hardest to do what everyone else wants me to do but never what I want. So if I do it's met with regrets. I feel so poorly of myself that I stopped tlreally even trying. I mostly just coast through life...so yeah there's the summary of my life...hello by the way. I'm "AquarianTaii" and I'm feeling like I'm wearing a mask to each and every conversation I have with everyone cause I'm afraid of how people will react to the REAL me.
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