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AyeAna
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Rough time...
Anxiety Support / by AyeAna
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 November 2nd, 2019
...See more I dont even know where to began...my 1st time venting on here & want to thank anyone that reads my post. Past 4 years have been the hardest years of my life. 2016 was sick the whole year with sinus infection got surgery and felt better did get a scare because they thought I had cancer. 2017 had a hormone imbalance had bad acne and weight gain which I was strong through. I lost the weight and joined the gym was so proud! And the acne I got help after I found a naturopath.. since I went to 8 doctors and none of them helped they had even scared me it was PCOS and it turns out I dont even have that. With the scare. I stated to lose my hair and it was horrible (still have hair shedding) and it took a toll on my self esteem. 2018 I lost my grandma just 5 days before my birthday and my ex boyfriend also broke up with me (5 year relationship) he was the love of my life and my best friend and crushed me into pieces. But I got through 2018 how? I dont know but I did... 2019 my ex came back into my life and I was super happy he told me the sweetest things and I felt like finally I had that guy I met. And BAM! He hurt me again! Dropped me like Im nothing... and that hurt me I went through an emotional shock. And it caused me to have panic attacks it was the worse... I managed to stop the panic attacks but still trying to cope with my anxiety symptoms and its hard... especially when Im going through depression because of everything Ive gone through. Ive tried 4 antidepressants and none worked... last night I gave one of the pills another shot and it made me feel so much worse this morning and didnt sleep much. So I decided to vent.. sometimes Im afraid I will never feel normal again. It hurts me that the person I loved with all my heart didnt care and gave me such a shock in my heart. Im trying to be strong... and battling everyday! 💛
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