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BeluBerry
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PathStep 150 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2019 Member sinceMay 22, 2018
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Do we have dignity?
Personality Disorders Support / by BeluBerry
Last post
 July 26th, 2019
...See more How can we save it, re build it And keep it safe?
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BPD and work + friendship breakups
Personality Disorders Support / by BeluBerry
Last post
 August 14th, 2019
...See more I don't know where to start. I recently had a fall out eith my group of "friends". A frustratingly long and slow fallout. I accept it, I'm trying to move on, but it still hurts. I dread the possibility of seeing this people as they are still friends with my friends. I know it's healthier for me this way, they have demonstrated to be fake friends and don't care about me, but it's hard to let go. It's such a long grieving process. And over people who never really liked me to begin with? I feel pathetic. But i have a more pressing problem and it's work. I feel disrespected and unappreciated at work. My boss, who used to be cool is increasingly losing his patience with me and treating me with less respect that other employees. I'm not the only one who noticed this double standards, as my co-worker noticed them too. I'd say 1/4 of my coworkers don't like me. Which doesn't sound to bad, i actually became friends with some if them. But the ones who don't are the ones in power or who have been there the longest. It's hard going to work. I feel a weight in my chest, my lows intensify and i get random urges of crying. I feel s tic toc in my heart like I'm about to explode. I don't know how to deal with all this emotions. I'm scared I'll snap in the middle of my shift. To make matters worse, my superior is unpredictable and snaps and yell at times. I find myself thinking what I'll do if she yells again. It's hard to stay professional. It's hard to take the high road
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