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BlueMoon1994
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Bipolar Disorder and feeling hopeless
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by BlueMoon1994
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 August 7th, 2023
...See more So long story short, I have bipolar type one and I am on psych meds for it. They ARE working, but I'm almost 30 and I have no drivers license (just a permit I've never had my license) I've been working dead end jobs for ten years and I have no social outlet. What is a good way to make genuine friends who truly care and want me around? I can't tell who is real and who is fake. I have a HUGE heart and it takes a lot to make me snap but my temper is all that people choose to see and it is VERY frustrating. I'm not a bad person, but yet people hate me over high school drama and refuse to forgive and forget. (I'm not the same person I was a decade ago, and I'm trying to get out of this town but I don't have the ability to move yet.) I have somewhere else to go thank GOD.
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My bipolar disorder ruined my life
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by BlueMoon1994
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 November 7th, 2024
...See more I'm at work so long story short, I have pushed everyone I cared about away including my family, I went my entire childhood without knowing I was bipolar, I was 19 when I got diagnosed. I have no close friends, I have a boyfriend who loves me and that's about it. Even he can't handle my mood swings anymore and I'm on psych meds. I feel angry about how my life turned out, go into random rages and cry randomly. My memory is also shot and I work a third shift job for slave wages which makes me depressed. I feel like there's no hope for me and that no one cares about me anymore. So my question is what should I do? I feel like my life is damaged beyond repair and I don't know how to cope anymore...
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