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Blueanays
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts20 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2019 Member sinceSeptember 25, 2018
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Scared of myself
Self-Harm Recovery / by Blueanays
Last post
 November 14th, 2019
...See more T. W. Hi, today I realized that I skated past my birthday knowing that I will relapse and soon. I'm scared of myself. Memories invade my mind and I only know one way to stop them. I'm feeling lost and invisible with the relapse as my only companion.
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Here I go, again
Self-Harm Recovery / by Blueanays
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 February 25th, 2019
...See more It had been 15 years since I had last self-harmed. Cutting. 15 years gone in a second. I thought I was so much smarter and wiser now. So what it the memories came back? I had started therapy, I knew logically so many healthy copping skills. I was wrong. The memories came, the instincts came. It had been 15 years. It's 0 days now.
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Shhh. Be quiet
Trauma Support / by Blueanays
Last post
 February 21st, 2019
...See more The more research I do, the more I see that I'm not alone. That so many people have gone through this. And though I find comfort in this, it enrages me. How are there so many monsters out there? I was sexually abused as a child and I can't keep quiet anymore, for anyone.
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