Hi!!! First of all I am sorry you have felt the need to come here but glad you have as you have come to the right place for someone to chat to about... Anything! My name is Bobby and I am a trained listener here at 7 cups and would like to help you through anything I can... My personal experiences in life lead me to want to help others when they feel alone and I have had personal expriences with various subjects lifes thrown at me and would like to help others on subjects from, substance abuse, abusive relationships, parenting, bills literally anything I can... No matter how low you feel remember, it IS a phase and it WILL pass, life wasn't always bad and we need to find that place again!!! Trust me if I had of acted on my suicidal feelings I would have made the biggest mistake you can make in life...