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Cassierose
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I am not good enough.
Depression Support / by Cassierose
Last post
 June 8th, 2015
...See more I think there is something wrong with me, I can't get through a day without thinking of ending my life at least once. Sometimes I'll have a passing thought like, it doesn't matter what grades I get because if I do badly I can just kill myself. Other times it's really intense and I can't shake the thought, it's on my mind all day and I even occasionally dream about it. It's driving me crazy! I have very bad anxiety and depression and I just don't want to keep fighting anymore. Every day is a battle to even get out of bed. I don't feel like I'm good enough. I don't want to be around me so how can I ever expect anyone else to want to be near me? It's so frustrating. I don't know how to be happy anymore.
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Anxiety Support / by Cassierose
Last post
 September 18th, 2016
...See more I feel like anxiety is absolutely taking over my life! I can't do anything anymore, I have no enjoyment, I can't even relax when I'm around people I know I just get too nervous. I am only 21 and I don't want to carry on if I am always going to feel like this. All I ever do is stay inside and cry, I get angry when my friends don't support me but I know that is completely my fault because I make it so difficult for them to do so. I shut myself of, and don't ever talk about the way I'm feeling so people assume I just want to be left alone. I don't know if I can continue like this. It's too hard, I can't see a point if I am never going to be able to be happy. I'm sick of the panic attacks, I'm sick of Doctors giving me pills and not wanting to give me the time of day to sort the real problem. I'm just exhausted, tired of everyday being a battle against myself. :(
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