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Cayleybug
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Eating Disorder Support / by Cayleybug
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 June 13th, 2020
...See more Hi I'm 21 years old and I'm about 5 feet tall and weigh around (weight edited by Shanna 6/4/20). I've always hated myself. I hate everything about me, I have since I was a little girl. But I don't know why I hate myself so much. I really hate my body and how it looks, I look in the mirror all the time and just think about how awful and terrible I am. Every time I eat I feel guilty, I think about my body again and how much I hate it. The only way I've been able to lose weight in my life is through starvation and even then it's not enough, the scale doesn't move enough for me. But it's not just my body I hate, I hate my mind too. I hate how it thinks and what it tells me. I hate every aspect of myself and it's getting harder to deal with it. I just want to know what's wrong with me.
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