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...See more I want to get free, from OVerload of This Pressure, this Emotions, that says only thing as effect as Escape from this situation, escape of Releif for a moment only, that I want to hug someone whos special to me, whom I don't know, but she is place where I may feel Comfort. Crying out and detach from all my senses and into her arms, her warmth I would get unconscious getting free from all weights, of this emotional burden that have accumulated overtime in layered overtime that is hard to pinpoint the exact root cause, so unlike earlier I can't end it or heal myself from it or destroying without being able to know and focus on the root cause and destroy it completely, because what i believe is this Momentary Relief is ***, how can outside factor can used to end problem that have emerged from inside, only can destroy right but for this I don't If I said right or wrong because I didn't have such Exprience about so I have no say .. And there is No trigger for it, it is in my mind 24/7, but matters is my Attention, back then when it used to control me fully, in between of class I used shrunk like ball, hugging myself into a desk, and teacher says sit straight but I had no control over my senses, brain, and body, feels like that sec, I lost my energy, And that hypothetical girl, she may kinda a real person, but I don't really know, I found her in app very similar like it, in community post for I found out she's also Emotionally Devastated, and I'm from starting from she asked for help, I'm very obsessed with her... That's why, and at this point of life also, there's no one I could think of so she only comes as I said..

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