😍i don’t know what to do, how to and I been asking for help only to be pushed in a circle or into a direction that is not gonna help me like they say it will. 

I really need to be taken seriously and I need to stop being poked n poked at , to get reactions so that my reactions are used against me to look like I’m this crazy person.. all while the person that’s poking is sitting in the quiet watching me crumble..

it’s worse than anything I’ve ever been thru in my life. 

I try to end things and do, but when I say “yes” come see your kids, 

he believes it’s all we are back together and everything is ok again and doesn’t leave, keeping putting me in a spot that I told him so many time that you just see the kids, and that mine and his relationship is separate. That we don’t have to be together for him to. See the kids. It’s too much to put into this. But this all is stopping me from focusing on me and my kids. 

I’ve been needing to focus on my kids and me. I need to be my best self for my kids. And this person just wants me to stay stuck like this. 

Making my everyday life a struggle and getting nowhere.. 

he hijacks every day. 

I need to get a vehicle or my vehicle repaired so I can start getting good.

idk where or who to. Go to but. 

The two things that would dearly help computer n repair on my vehicle. Are things I need. To get going n get out of this situation.