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Coconutsoup
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes17 Current upvotes17 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2019 Member sinceSeptember 15, 2019
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I'm Lilith! I struggle with anxiety and self harm and am working to get better. I'm a bi teen who's into a lot of horror media, but also likes the softer side of things. I'm also a big video game fan talk to me about them anytime!

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Self-Harm Recovery / by Coconutsoup
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 December 1st, 2019
...See more I started self harming not long ago after dealing with ideation with weeks. Last night I joined 7cups and today I talked with someone in real life about it for the first time (my brother) I'm anxious but things might be getting better. I'm trying not to cut this week. Share your own goals and successes! Big or small
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Coconutsoup
Last post
 November 20th, 2019
...See more I'm Lilith 15 years old. I've been surrounded with self harm since I was about 9 and I would have never thought of doing it myself until recently. Consideration had come into mind but I knew you shouldn't harm yourself and why would someone do that? For a few weeks especially once school started I've gotten close to cutting. I don't know why but it just seemed like a solution and I tried my hardest not to until not long ago there was an altercation with my ex and I did it. I felt like I deserved the pain. For some reason I feel like I'm an exception from others? I can cut since I don't do it much. I can do it since I'm not really mentally I'll or suffering. I perceive it as a causal thing but I try my hardest to hide it from others. I either deserve the pain or it's just a way to take the edge off. Self harm is a cycle and I'm trying to remind myself it's not ok
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