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CoolBeans29
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PathStep 51 Compassion hearts115 Forum posts372 Forum upvotes415 Current upvotes415 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2026 Member sinceJune 17, 2020
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I got my heart broken today
General Support / by CoolBeans29
Last post
 February 4th
...See more He told me he didn’t want me anymore after we had a slight misalignment. Him saying he didn’t want me anymore did something to me. I almost felt my soul shatter. We were only in the talking stage but, I know I loved him. Never told him even now, but I made sure I put into my actions. I said it everyday in the way I held him, looked at him, kissed him, comforted him. I’m praying he’ll realize he’s wrong and come back but deep down I know it’s over. Before we started talking, he told me he’s able to detach pretty quickly and doesn’t double back, I never knew it’d happen to me. I tried everything. I could really use some hugs and kind words.
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exhausted
Anxiety Support / by CoolBeans29
Last post
 September 9th, 2022
...See more I really want to take a break from school. I’m exhausted. I work full time and school just isn’t something I want to do right now. I’m rushing trying to sign up for this program and get everything in order but i’m reality, i just want time for myself and to save money. Part of me hopes that I don’t get selected for this program. I’m burnt out and depressed and my parent doesn’t make it ANY easier. I just want to be left alone, honestly. I NEED A BREAK.
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The State Of The World
Anxiety Support / by CoolBeans29
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 September 5th, 2020
...See more The state of the world has me extremely anxious and in a nervous wreck. I'm 20 right now & people around the world are being oppressed, corruption is everywhere. I'm scared. I'm not ready to meet my God yet. It seems as everything is just going downhill. I'm scared for my future. I'm scared of the Afterlife. The fall/winter seasons are approaching quickly and it's going to take a huge toll on my mood. Everytime I hear about more terrible things happening in the news around the world, I just feel hopeless for the future. It saddens me. Will I marry? Will I have children? Will I get to become a better person? This year has been very very hard for me. I've been through a lot of things but Im hanging in there. I just pray God protects my family and I & my friends. I can't stop worrying! If you're reading this, may God bless you and your family and may He protect and guide you and your family.
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feel like crying
Anxiety Support / by CoolBeans29
Last post
 July 12th, 2020
...See more my anxiety is just beating me up right now and my intrusive thoughts often have me on the verge of tears. i cant afford therapy and i dont have insurance. i have these horrible thoughts sometimes and i feel like they might actually be happening. it's like im being taunted by my own mind. i feel like im sreaming on the inside. i feel stressed.
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Anxiety Climaxing
Anxiety Support / by CoolBeans29
Last post
 July 8th, 2020
...See more My father passed away 2 days ago and my anxiety is rising again. Im constantly feeling like something terrible may be on the horizon for me. Feeling like I may constantly die. I feel that my life may be a dream or nightmare waiting to begin. I also feel like at times what Im seeing isnt real. Like everything going on in the world right now.
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My Marijuana was laced
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by CoolBeans29
Last post
 February 25th, 2021
...See more In March, my marijuana ended up being laced with pcp and it turns out it was actually K2. I had a horrible near death experience (i was found by police running around naked near main road) and ever since then I've had frequent anxiety attacks, derealization episodes.. Im on an anti anxiety med but i feel like i may never be normal again.
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