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Should i fight or let her go?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by DAce11
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 July 2nd, 2022
...See more Im a non binary born as a girl and i am romantically attached with my special person. A week ago, she talked about giving up on me (because im still not brave enough to tell her that i love her and ready to commit) after 10mons of knowing each other. Unbeknown to her, i was preparing to confess to her that i love her and proposing to be my girl exactly on her birthday which is after 6days that day. My 2months plan was doomed because of this. The next day, i ordered her her favorite burger and coffee. My love language is gift giving and im a guy full of surprises thats why ive been wanting to tell it on her special day. That day, i requested the staff to write i love you in it. When i asked her reaction, she said that she cried while eating it. And now, 5hours ago, she confessed that she doesnt love me anymore. That what she said that day when she told me that she wanna give up on me was already her call. When i asked her the meaning of her cry when she ate her burger, she said that it was GUILT. That she needs to eat it cuz what she felt was guilt and not happiness (that finally i said it to her). And what hurt me also was her lies. She said i love you's in me which she didnt really mean. It was hard for me to say iloveyou because of my past but i did it because i dont wanna lose her and i mean every word of it. The meaning of iloveyou in me is so sacred that i waited that long time to say it. I dont wanna be in a relationship with her cuz i promised to her that the day she'll hear me say that word will also be the day that ill finally come out on my closet, tell what i am and her about my fam, and be proud of her as well as getting heal from the pains of my past. I wanted to be a complete person when i ask her to be my girl cuz i respect her so much. I wanna hear your advice and opinions cuz honestly, i cant see my future without her. Even if it took me a long time to say it and im still not a complete person for her, i risked it all cuz i dont wanna lose her. Thats how much she means to me. So please, i wanna hear your honest responses. TIA
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