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DaisyDovee
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts168 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceJanuary 14, 2026
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Christians, Can I Get A Prayer?
Religion & Spirituality / by DaisyDovee
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October 25th
...See more I’ve been so down for so long. I stopped going to church. I stopped reading the Bible. I stopped praying. I stopped everything. I fear being shunned. I don’t feel like I deserve to be in God’s eyes and heart. I made a horrible decision a few years ago that I can never forgive myself for and I don’t know how God could forgive me either so I’ve been running away from him and everyone else in the community for at least a year now. Or maybe two now. My church is not even 5 minutes away from my house. I could walk there. And yet I don’t. I’m scared. I’m hurt. I’m so guilty. I don’t know what to do. I’ve sinned horribly. I can’t take it back. I want to take it back. I want to go back in time. But I can’t. And sometimes I want to d*e, but then I also don’t even think I’d go to heaven if I did- which defeats the purpose. I’m just lost.
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New Here
Grief & Loss / by DaisyDovee
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September 21st
...See more Hi! I don’t have any idea how community boards work here really, but- I’m trying to find more grief groups. I go to a weekly online text group therapy meeting, for people who went through the specific type of loss I did, but it isn’t enough. So I’m trying to just find more places and people that hold loss and grief in their hearts. Of any kind. Any type of loss is still loss, and the pain is all the same to a certain extent. I lost my baby girl. I don’t want to go into depth about it just yet, but it hurts. And I miss her. So.. I’m here! Nice to meet all of you <3
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