DanaS11 Member Profile

...See more My ex and I had been together for about ten months before we broke up the first time. Things were excellent we of course had small fights but I never questioned whether I wanted the relationship. After the country staarted opening back up, he went out to work and football training and had less time to see me. This was in contrast to seeing him every weekend. But not only that he spent a lot of free time out woth his friends. At the point I didnt have that many friends or the freedom to go out so i was a bit clingier and mentioned it to him. He told me nothing was wrong he was just busy. We broke up because he cancelled on me three weeks in a row and I was fed up. But that same night i begged for the relationship back. He said he couldnt because I hurt him and I also was being too petty (posting things). We agreed to work on ourselves and get back together and for 2 months we worked on things. I gained confidence and I assumed he did as well cuz he mentioned getting back together a few times. When we got back together things were great, it was a bit distant and I could feel a difference but I could also tell he was actively making an effort to be more communicative. The country reopened again and he went back out to work and at first he was still trying but in the following days and weeks it reverted back to the same thing. I hadnt seen him in over a month, always out with friends just no time for me at all. I was trying my best to be understanding, I made a schedule so he coule keep prioritized and I didnt wanna fight. But yet again he was just TOO BUSY. He also gotten close to another girl and it made me really suspicious but he always denied having anything with her. He used the excuse that it was his best friends ex. I brought it up again and he said why dont I put in the effort and come see him. So i made plans to see him. I told him id be out with a male friend and he didnt have a problem until i got home. He had the worst attitude and didnt wanna confirm if to come see him. So i admittedly got mad and irritated and cancelled. He went back and told his mom bad things about me and just made me look like a terrible inconsiderate bitch and that was the last straw. I told him lets be friends. He didnt fight for me, he just said okay. We didnt talk for weeks and at first i was okay. But i realized i got obsessed with if he watched my story, if he posted anything in response etc but no communication. I reached out a few times n then I recently reached back out this saturday. I told him I couldnt just let things go we didnt even discuss anything. We argued for a bit, I demanded to see him, he turned me down and said he didnt feel the same way anymore. My heart broke tbh and Ive been stuck in a depression since. Everything reminds me of him. Im always stuck alone with my thoughts. I dont even wanna eat. I want him back so bad but why do I? Why do i miss him? He completely ignored me for three weeks why do i care so much still? Why cant i just move on and forget it like him? Ik i will sooner or later but i just hate how much this hurts

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