Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Decipherme0
1 1,061 M Little Steps 2
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts45 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2026 Member sinceMay 8, 2015
Bio
Recent forum posts
Decipherme0 profile picture
Please help me End my torment of indifference
Depression Support / by Decipherme0
Last post
 February 20th
...See more Hi, I am here to make sense of the feelings that I have been feeling because somehow nothing is making sense right now. Looking forward to any thoughts over this. Lately, I feel something strange. I feel everything is important in life and needs to be done perfectly, yet nothing is important either. How can this be? I feel I am so good, yet I feel I am unworthy and not as good so others around me. How can this be? I had so many dreams and aspirations, and slowly and slowly I have forsaken all of them because I know that these aspirations will never come true so what is the point in dreaming anymore? I keep trying to explain to myself that life is such a short stint, i should be able to be anything that i want to be and do. Because this world is so beautiful, yet i do not have the guts to change my current circumstances. I earn well, I am smart, I am 4.5 years married and have a supportive family on both sides. Yet! Yet I feel unable to be what I want to be. And now all i see is a void in front of me, I will be happy I know but it will not be enough, because I gave up on my dreams and my aspirations. I want to be free of this torment, this much indifference is worse than sadness i feel, because it doubles up as sadness too and it is hurting my mind and body. Any thoughts are welcome. Thank you for your time in advance.
Search more from @Decipherme0
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
15 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Super Active Chief Chat Honest Voice Strong Start Reconnect First Post Reaching out First Compassion Bundled Group Friend Forum Friend Strong Bond I
Report an issue