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Would you like to be my Long Term Listener for only 29.99 depressing points of view? (taxes may apply, warranty not included)
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 August 14th, 2017
...See more Alright, so joke aside (or not) I will tell you about what I am looking for and why then you decide whether we fit for a long term support that will make you feel like you went through the P90X of listening and helping someone. I am 22, finishing university, I love writing, figuring people out and helping them, I do some market trading on the side and whatnot, I have quite the interesting sense of humor and already have a PhD. in Sarcasm. BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE! My life is falling apart. At least on the inside, and these depression goggles makes it look like "EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART!" (song by zebrahead). I am more depressed than the 1930's and ironically I am almost reaching the same timeframe. I also went through suicide twice, only to fail miserably, the only times when I did not break down due to a failure. (yeah, I HAD to make you laugh with that first sentence only to crash you down with the second. Crashing hehe....like the 30's....or like my second attempt, which was on the 14th floor. See? I did it again.) I am so stressed that I wake up screaming, only to realize I actually never fell asleep (insomnia became my BFF without me having a choice in the matter). Panic attacks started to become irregular, my insomnia is really destroying my daily lifestyle and depression got to a point where...well I had a realization: I need someone. Someone to virtually listen, understand and help...if possible. I am surrounded by people who require me to be positive and strong. I live in a somewhat cutthroat environment and I cannot afford to be weak....ever. But it's tearing me apart. More than ever. Due to the lack of individuals around me who I can allow myself to be vulnerable around, I am unable to carry all the weight. So I am looking for someone who can allow me to drop all this weight down from time to time, look at things from a different perspective and hopefully....you can tolerate my insufferable attitude and weird humor. I need someone to stick around for a while and remind me that being weak is not a flaw. Because I became obsessed with this mentality. I am my worst enemy right now and really, I do need some backup. I also have some obstacles in my life that I need to overcome and most of them are on the inside. Obviously, it would be great if you are around the same age or older since similar experiences (such as academics) can help communication. It would be cool if you are quite accessible too, such as having the mobile app, since my busy life makes long convos quite difficult. I also live on the east coast of North America. In the country with the handsome leader and in the province with THE BEST comfort food this earth has ever seen. So it would be great if the timezone is not very different between us. EST timezone if you did not figure it out yet. It would be great if you actually managed to read until here.Thanks! Long story short, I need a friend that does not need me 24/7 to put on the invincible attitude. Because on the inside my mind became more rigged than last year's US elections. So....any volunteers? (hunger games theme playing in the background).
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