Hello I’m from Devon I suffer with emotional instable personality disorder along with major depressive disorder ptsd anxiety anorexia dissociative dissorder . I live with a husband who mentally abuses me and always puts me down . I’m thick apparently get called all names . He’s now killed my love for him totally . I care for him I always will but that’s it I feel so lonely we barely speak I’m just a slave . I cry most of the day sometimes I just want to die but I have my dogs they need me . I would leave but he would take my dogs so I’m trapped . I don’t have anyone to talk to just me and my mind and it’s so lonely how do people cope